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Requested Poetry
The Cutter

Razors
Needles
Knives
My only friends keep me alive
Need the blood
Need the pain
I need it or I'll go insane.

Pills
Daggers
Steel
If I have these
I know I'm real
When I'm gone I'll no longer cry
Over these mocking stars I shall fly

No more
Gasping
Choking
Wishing I was dead
Once I have the bullet in my head
No more lying sleepless in my bed
Thinking of what could have been

I won't
Scream
Flail
Cry for Mama
Only ascension to sweet nirvana
No longer wishing for this pain to end
While under the pressure my heart twists and bends

So here I lay
Convulsing
Dying
Bleeding
With a smile on my face
Knowing that I'll soon find my place
Be it Heaven or Hell
I care not
Only time will tell

So here I go
Sighing
Falling limp
The bleeding stops
As the darkness caves in
I'm no longer lost.


Date written: Unknown
Okay guys, I was suicidal when I wrote this. Luckily I no longer feel this way. It was just a good write.


Jew-bacca
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