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I'd like to just step back every once in a while, expirence life through your eyes, and see truth in your words.
Your Excuse
I'm so confused. The world
seems colder and your eyes
have no kindness like they did
Yesterday.

I have no alibis
no love,
no thrill, my life has left
me hallow and empty.
Your lies and ultimate excuse
has left me asking
questions. You cannot answer any.

Your infactuation,
your love,
you love me,
but you love her.
So who? who
do you really accept?

Your excuse. Your pathetic
lies. I can see right pass
them; they are fool proof.
I am no fool you see.
So, pick your things up,
and LEAVE!
If you do not
leace this minute,
I'll glady take my life
to show you that I am
Through with you.

Your excuses are
pitying. Your life
is a pity. My life was a
misconseption.
Your love was a misconseption,
and it will end with
bloodshed.

These tears,
sweat, and blood,
is enough to please
you. And your
excuse for love is a
Lie.

Your excuse.
Your text.
It's all a lie.
And when you realize
you made a mistake,
I'm already
Gone.

Your Excuse has
brought you to
misery.
What do you say now?


**All true. all true. This has happened to me. Where my poem says, "And when you realize you made a mistake, I'm already gone" is really true. My X-boyfriend has a crush on me again, and I have a feeling that maybe he's realizing he made a mistake. I know I did. I actually did think of suicide wwhen he broke up with me over a text. The night before he broke up with me, he said he was infactuated with another creature... And I don't know if it was a guy or a female. I guess I'll never know. No, I will NEVER go out with him again. He put me through to much crap to even consider it. We're friends. Just not so close anymore. I still have the things he gave me, but it doesn't mean I still like him. Please don't think that I do. I really don't. I'm still pissed about the text. And I always will be. Sorry....**


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  • User Comments: [1]
    (Sorry for the Intrusion on your privacy)
    (I'm a stalker...)

    Just kiddin'^^ sweatdrop

    But nice poetry dramallama

    comment UnvailedAccount · Community Member · Tue Aug 12, 2008 @ 05:48pm
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