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Time and Time Again by Papa Roach

Yes I did it and I'll do it again
It doesn't matter if I am your best friend
I don't think so
You're not that smart
Over and over it breaks my heart

The cycle continues time for your crime
The pain comes back in an ugly design
Her makeup smears
The tears that she cries
Over and over every night

Emotional swords slash my soul
And now the pain it takes control
I think about you
I think about me
Think about the way that it used to be

I need a bottle
I need some pills
I need a friend
And I need some thrills
A shoulder to cry on a friend to depend on
When life gets rough

Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me
Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me

It's like a fight every single day
It's always easy when you have it your way
Deep in my heart
In the depths of my soul
My selfish ways are out of control

I'm sorry that it comes down to this
I punch through the wall as I break my fist
The makeup smears
Tears that we cry
Over and over every night

Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me
Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me

You're so selfish

You're making me want to end this
Relationship
You're making me want to end this

Loving ties unwind
Lost time behind
Loving ties unwind
Lost time behind

Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me
Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me

Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me
Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me

Loving ties unwind
Lost time behind
Loving ties unwind
Lost time behind


Song for Rememberance by Even in Blackouts (GREAT BAND)

Like the sun
We fade to night
Our memories tucked in tight
Dreaming of better days
Escape from pain time can't erase
This is
This is a song for rememberance

For rememberance
For rememberance
For rememberance
For rememberance
For rememberance
For rememberance

It seems like only yesterday
I can still hear them say
Sit down I've got bad news for you
I heard it and couldn't believe the truth

Like the sun
We rise today
Wake to reality that's here to stay
Here's to you my dearest friend
Hope we'll meet again in the end
This is
This is a song for rememberance

For rememberance
For rememberance
For rememberance
For rememberance
For rememberance
For rememberance

They said it's okay to cry
I kept it all inside
Thought I was strong
Thought I was brave
My memories fell into
Your grave

For remembrance...


Broken by 12 Stones

Alone again, again alone
Patiently waiting by the phone
Hoping that you will call me home
The pain inside, my love denied
Hopes and dreams swallowed by pride
Everything I need it lies in you

'Cause I'm broken
I know I need you now
Deep inside I'm broken
You see the way I live

I know, I know your heart is broken
When I turn away
I need to be broken
Take the pain away

I question why you chose to die
When you knew your truth I would deny
You look at me
The tears begin to fall
And all in all faith is blind
But I fail time after time
Daily in my sin I take your life

'Cause I'm broken
I know I need you now
Deep inside I'm broken
You see the way I live

I know, I know your heart is broken
When I turn away
I need to be broken
Take the pain away

All the hate deep inside
Slowly covering my eyes
All these things I hide
Away from you again
All this fear holding me
My heart is cold and I believe
Nothing's gonna change
Until I'm broken

'Cause I'm broken
I know I need you now
Deep inside I'm broken
You see the way I live

I know, I know your heart is broken
When I turn away
I need to be broken
Take the pain away

Broken
Broken
Broken
Broken
Broken



Music Box Superhero by Juliana Theory

You'd like to think I have it easy
At times I think you're right but then I
I take a look around and see your eyes on me
At times I think I have it easy
Until I close my eyes and see
This life in my box lets you turn the key
When you want to hear a melody

But I can never be the apple of your eye
The story of your life it's what's inside
I go through stages when I feel this matters
This song and dance is a way of life for me

You'd like to think I have it easy
At times I think your right but then
I take a look around and see the grass is always greener
On the other side, on the other side, on the other side
On the other side
This life in my box lets you turn the key
When you want to hear a melody

But I can never be the apple of your eye
The story of your life it's what's inside

And I can never be the one who saves the day
I'm just the man in the music box

It's nothing special
It's nothing special
It's nothing special

I'm just the man in the music box
(Your music box superhero)
I will never be your superhero.



I'm ending this on Wishes because it's the song that best describes my situation:


Wishes by Superchick

The saddest thing is you could be anything that you could want
We could have been everything
But now we're not
Now it's not anything at all
The hardest part was getting this close to you
And giving up this dream I built with you
A fairytale that isn't coming true
You've got some growing up to do

I wish we could have worked it out,
I wish I didn't have these doubts
I wish I didn't have to wonder
Just what you are doing now
I wish I didn't know inside
That it won't work out for you and I
I wish I could just stop this wishing
And just say my last goodbye

After all the things you put me through
Tell me why I'm still in love with you
And why am I,
Why am I still waiting for your call
You broke my heart
I'm taking it back from you
I'm taking back the life that I gave to you
Life goes on before and after you
I've got some growing up to do


I wish we could have worked it out,
I wish I didn't have these doubts
I wish I didn't have to wonder
Just what you are doing now
I wish I didn't know inside
That it won't work out for you and I
I wish I could just stop this wishing
And just say my last goodbye

It's time I said my last goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
It's time I said my last goodbye

I wish we could have worked it out,
I wish I didn't have these doubts
I wish I didn't have to wonder
Just what you are doing now
I wish I didn't know inside
That it won't work out for you and I
I wish I could just stop this wishing
And just say my last goodbye

It's time I said my last goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
It's time I said my last goodbye



But I'm not saying goodbye...