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Alright as of now the tim seems to be seen from away as if im not standing in my own skin. I know it sounds out there though to my true family they see as i do.Anthony my brother whos older than me but acts still as a child would though he would throw a fit if i said that to his face.Dremeir who once craved knowledge now becomes sick of it.I changed to be more resonsable in taking care of the humans and the ones i stand by.

Anthony has long hair now i hate it but he wont let me cut t i will just hav to find another way to shorten it.He'll be mad but he'll look much more handsome.I will get it to b desent im thinks pushing it back nto a ponytail and slick it back kinda like dremeir had it once but i like his shorter brown hair anthony just looks like a punk kid not a honorable warrior that he is.

Some things always stay kinda the same i still annoy him i still hide behind dremeir to save me i still hate being helped and i love to escape and run in the woods i still hate humans new is i dont lke the baby brother for his treachery nor do i Azal for we are now mates andjohn my adopted son has now grown much and doesnt need me so much anymore but i still have to protect him alot Lol.

Music is much revealing of emotions which i love especially the ones where u can let out ur anger and the ones that make u forget and make u happy.Seeing the world from a human life only makes me feel pity for them but still hate them the same and i thank My Lord the im not one of them though i stll must protect them all the same.i think the brothers forgt that at birth i was born for it they cant change it and i dont want it to change i may hate humans but i will protect them and others for the sak of the cause that started it all.

quoteing a song that i think is worthy of the moment"scars remnd us that the past is real" and they do my scars remind me of my mistakes and the sacriffecs i made for others and not to betray that or the nar misses whn i got away but times are very different once my enemy sent to kill learned to love and watch the one he loved love another who was an enemy and now her mate.it sounds confusing but to me its an everyday thing i think about.one i loved u heard the story tried to forget me tried to not love me and i learned to lve another not remembering what we were and he died because of it, he couldnt take me being with anothr and be alve so he killed himself and now i see my biggest mistke, but woulndt change

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