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most of you dont know this but from when i was about 3 till i was around 10 or 11 i was hit almost every day with belts,metal spatulas or any thing else that would inflect pain onto someone and im sure most of you can guess who did it to me then when i was about 11 i think( memory not all that great) i was sleeping in my new room and i woke up during the middle of the night and my step father was in my bed with me and its not hard to figure out what he was doing to me...... i have only told 2 or 3 people that this has happened to me but i think it is important for me to tell people because i have been bottleing it up for so long i just cant take it any more i ned to let the whole ******** world know what i have been through i have realized that its not my fault and that in order to get through what has happened to me in the past i have to confrount it head on....it wont be easy but im hopeing i can get through it

Posted by: Do You Beleave In God Sat Mar 08, 2008 @ 02:28am

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Commented on: Mon Mar 10, 2008 @ 03:15pm


	Did he really touch you in that way?! Man, I never knew that...I feel bad now...'Cause I was almost raped when I was about 5...and I thought that I had the most bad life in the world...I wanna cry now...And also the person that almost raped me was my uncle...but I can't hate him now because he was off his medication....so yeah...and if there is anything else you wanna talk about just message me or have me message you. Kay Kay? Love -_Sarah_-

Commented on: Tue Mar 11, 2008 @ 01:13am


	thankies i knew that happened to you...i never told anyone cuz i was like afrid of how people would react..i dont really like to talk about it cuz ya it hurts to much and i dont like to cry in frount of people cuz it makes me feel weak

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Commented on: Tue Mar 11, 2008 @ 03:46pm


	i agree about the crying thing...and i know its gonna be hard for you to understand this but it takes a real person to cry and let it all out...but it takes a weak person to never show any of you feelings for tell someone whats wrong...

Commented on: Tue Mar 11, 2008 @ 11:01pm


	yeah...and plus when wally(step dad) was here and i would cry he would tell me i was weak so i think that has something to do with it

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Commented on: Wed Mar 12, 2008 @ 03:23pm


	REALLY?!?!?!?!?!?! HES LUCKY HES NOT HERE CAUSE I WOULD HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY BOUT THAT~~~~~! MY DAD SAID THAT ONCE AND LIKE I LIKE LET ALL MY ANGER OUT IN YELLING~!

Commented on: Wed Mar 12, 2008 @ 09:13pm


	ya i would have never did that to wally...i was so afraid of him

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