My first time raiding.
I have Ventrillo and my new headset all set up.
I'm psyched.
But anyway.
I have three "themesongs" at the moment.
Songs that pretty much fit me.
Except for some minor things.
I shall post the lyrics for safe keeping.
Quote:
Sky Eats Airplane Lyrics
"Sky Eats Airplane The Artificial lyrics"
Hand me your lies
Hand me my keys
You have to give it all up
When you realize
What you’re leaving behind
I wish I was lost
But this was an alternate destination
Watch life flash before your eyes and
hope for the best
Even in this well-lit room
Where you lay down to rest
You still cast a shadow that stabs you in the back
This all began so well
and was the longest spiral
Downward I’ve ever felt.
You would’ve been the death of me
if I stuck around much longer
These months of sickness felt like I
was sleeping six feet underground
You can’t tell the difference between what’s real and not
Find the truth or you will lose yourself forever
I know it’s not all your fault
I knew early on what I was getting myself into
Go ahead, be my guest, work on everything that closed our door
Everything I worked so hard for
You said you walked the line, but you’re the one falling short
Actions speak louder than words.
I can’t waste time anymore
When you realize
What you’re leaving behind
I wish I was lost
But this was an alternate destination
With no plot
And no path laid out
I swear I’m not lost
I’m not lost
You were offered the world and turned it down
Shed no tear, and hope to break out on your own
I Refuse to call this place home
"Sky Eats Airplane The Artificial lyrics"
Hand me your lies
Hand me my keys
You have to give it all up
When you realize
What you’re leaving behind
I wish I was lost
But this was an alternate destination
Watch life flash before your eyes and
hope for the best
Even in this well-lit room
Where you lay down to rest
You still cast a shadow that stabs you in the back
This all began so well
and was the longest spiral
Downward I’ve ever felt.
You would’ve been the death of me
if I stuck around much longer
These months of sickness felt like I
was sleeping six feet underground
You can’t tell the difference between what’s real and not
Find the truth or you will lose yourself forever
I know it’s not all your fault
I knew early on what I was getting myself into
Go ahead, be my guest, work on everything that closed our door
Everything I worked so hard for
You said you walked the line, but you’re the one falling short
Actions speak louder than words.
I can’t waste time anymore
When you realize
What you’re leaving behind
I wish I was lost
But this was an alternate destination
With no plot
And no path laid out
I swear I’m not lost
I’m not lost
You were offered the world and turned it down
Shed no tear, and hope to break out on your own
I Refuse to call this place home
This song refers to my life since being dumped and such. Feelings of being lost and such.
Not only that, but it's a beautiful song if you can get past the screaming. Especially the ending. ...Electronicore is ******** amazing.
Quote:
AMBRY LYRICS
"Dancing With My Confusion"
dimmed down bedroom lights
better stay quiet everyones tired
my minds forgetting my mothers advice
you never play with knives and alcohol
its so sad im everything to her
but to me im nothing at all
swallow it take it down drown out this town
and the sound of nothing
that seems to loud to ears waiting
ready to hear a new sound
and eyes that are blinded to all outside lights
maybe i forget to tell myself that these nightmares
cant become real
maybe its nothing
maybe i forget to tell myself that
if dreams come true then nightmares can too
and this monster that eats at my brain and my heart and arms
called growing up
this state is a hand-me-down sweater sown in s**t
that ive grown out of and dont want to deal with
but i dont think theres an escape
every city is the same city with a different name
but i would never kill myself
because even now heaven so closely resembles hell
through just another window on the side of
a street that leads to nothing
only circles around itself
so impatiently i wait for change to save me
from this grave i dig myself every night
take my mind away and say that everything will be ok
give it back to me everything will never be the same
self destruct
everything will never be ok
"Dancing With My Confusion"
dimmed down bedroom lights
better stay quiet everyones tired
my minds forgetting my mothers advice
you never play with knives and alcohol
its so sad im everything to her
but to me im nothing at all
swallow it take it down drown out this town
and the sound of nothing
that seems to loud to ears waiting
ready to hear a new sound
and eyes that are blinded to all outside lights
maybe i forget to tell myself that these nightmares
cant become real
maybe its nothing
maybe i forget to tell myself that
if dreams come true then nightmares can too
and this monster that eats at my brain and my heart and arms
called growing up
this state is a hand-me-down sweater sown in s**t
that ive grown out of and dont want to deal with
but i dont think theres an escape
every city is the same city with a different name
but i would never kill myself
because even now heaven so closely resembles hell
through just another window on the side of
a street that leads to nothing
only circles around itself
so impatiently i wait for change to save me
from this grave i dig myself every night
take my mind away and say that everything will be ok
give it back to me everything will never be the same
self destruct
everything will never be ok
I'm too lazy to change everything to capitals just because some buttface doesn't know how to use the shift key.
But yeah. Aside from drinking and playing with knives, this is me in a nutshell. I'm sick as hell of this town, this world, everything. But I wouldn't kill myself, no matter how much I want to escape. And nothing seems to save me... it's an endless struggle that I'm losing.
Quote:
Scary Kids Scaring Kids Lyrics
"Set Sail"
Through a strangers eyes I take a good look at my life
Only to find that I’m not living
I’m not alive
I want to live to tell the tale
I want to wake up before my ship sets sail
Don’t want to try to be anyone else
I just want to try to find myself
Your whole life could end in an instant
You’ll just disappear
So let me put this into perspective
Let me make this clear
I want to live to tell the tale
I want to wake up before my ship sets sail
Don’t want to try to be anyone else
I just want to try to find myself
I’ve grown tired of the same old ******** story
I think I’m ready for a change
If there’s a higher power up there watching over me
Could you give me a sign today, today?
Cuz I’ve grown tired, I’ve grown tired
I think I’m ready for a change
I want to live to tell the tale
I want to wake up before my ship sets sail
Don’t want to try to be anyone else
I wanna find myself, I wanna find my self
I want to wake up (I wanna find myself)
I just want to wake up (I wanna find myself)
"Set Sail"
Through a strangers eyes I take a good look at my life
Only to find that I’m not living
I’m not alive
I want to live to tell the tale
I want to wake up before my ship sets sail
Don’t want to try to be anyone else
I just want to try to find myself
Your whole life could end in an instant
You’ll just disappear
So let me put this into perspective
Let me make this clear
I want to live to tell the tale
I want to wake up before my ship sets sail
Don’t want to try to be anyone else
I just want to try to find myself
I’ve grown tired of the same old ******** story
I think I’m ready for a change
If there’s a higher power up there watching over me
Could you give me a sign today, today?
Cuz I’ve grown tired, I’ve grown tired
I think I’m ready for a change
I want to live to tell the tale
I want to wake up before my ship sets sail
Don’t want to try to be anyone else
I wanna find myself, I wanna find my self
I want to wake up (I wanna find myself)
I just want to wake up (I wanna find myself)
This fits me completely. I'm tired of how my life is going and seeking a change that never seems to come... And I no longer am really aware of who I am anymore.
Well, that's it for now.
But these songs are amazing, listen to them if you get a chance.
