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I kinda wish my ex- would call me even though i kno that, that's not happening, i guess i really miss him even though we've had our share or arguments, i guess. I guess i understand now what he meant about how things would change the night i was getting ready to leave. I't's like everything has been changing it hurts that it seems like we've disappeared from each other's life... it's so depressing, it's like i wanna know how it feels to be in his arms again... i really miss that. but i guess this was bound 2 happen. maybe when i get outta college, maybe he'd be there, but the looks of things between me and him, it doesn't look like it. I wonder how it's gonna be when i visit home in november 16th 2007, for thanksgiving, i kno for a fact im gonna wanna see him, but i dont think i should cuz i dont know how he would react to it or if he even wants to see me. but i guess only time could tell right?