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I lay my head down on the new governess' lap as the carriage brought us back to my home, her name was Lucia Bernard, at the time, very young to be a governess, she was 17, very smart you see, graduated top of her class and she was employed immediately by my mother, i suppose that she was supposed to be my friend as well as my teacher, she knew 3 languages, English (that which i already grew accustomed to.) French (Very sensual and to me, some what romantic.) and oddly enough, Nippon go, a native language from a set of islands close to my ancestors place of origin, the Philippines.

"Dorean, are you awake?"

I didn't respond, i loved the way that she smelled, like nothing ive ever breathed in before... there was a mystical air about her... In my entire life, this was the first time i ever saw beauty... her dark blond hair, curling up her ivory smooth shoulder, her lips, so full and enticing, but those eyes... those deep blue-gray eyes... i felt that they could see right through me, i felt a chill and a thrill every time she looked straight into my eyes, which was a rarity... She was a modest girl, very lovely indeed.

I heard a loud bang, my legs left the seat, she brought me back on the seat, and held me back, there was a storm the night before and the normal route back to my home was rough... this day, many rocks fell from the mountain, and they were yet to be cleared, her hand made it's way to my sensitive area... this was of course an accident, mother told me that i was to protect that area because if it were touched, i would feel great pain.

"Much worse that your inoculation." She had said.

But i was reluctant to pull her hand away, for one, i was still in euphoria, still dazed by her stunning beauty, and another, because it did not hurt at all, quite the contrary,actually, it felt quite good, each time the carriage heaved, i felt a thrill of pleasure throughout my body, my rod, oddly became stiff... i felt ill, and i feared that what mother said was true, perhaps i really should listen to mother alot more.

She squeezed it, i gave a feint gasp, but it wasn't loud enough to hear, but she felt my body jerk a bit, and she stopped... what was that feeling... it felt so good, even though mother said it would bring me pain... there must be something wrong with me, as the bumps got stronger, my face got warmer, her hand moved more... i felt strange, sick and somewhat... hungry, then, i felt the need to piddle, and i couldn't control it... it just came out, a gasp, and no piddle... it felt sticky inside my undergarments... i was glad that i was wearing pants... the road got straighter, easier to traverse... she stroked my hair softly as i grew even more sleepy... this time, i slept for real.