stare I was in a really bad mood this morning... exclaim hadn't realized how bad it was til I started to reread what I wrote EARLY this morning. I hate when I get him that deep of depressio, its depressing, lol. I had it to a minimum and not it comes around in bouts and stays longer than I'd like it to.
I know you're here, what I wanted you to read is on the previous page. You can read this too, this journals open to public eyes... smile
I don't even know what brought that on completely. Hell, it's been bothering for a long time anyway, just feels a little better getting off my mind. And here is the best place to do it I suppose. Instead of trying to keep things bottled up in my head, nearing explosion.. again, I wrote it here. Not gonna risk writing down on paper, Oddly enough I don't want anyone's eyes here seeing it. noone comes into my journal anymore so here's the perfect place.
evil I miss my necklace exclaim exclaim evil and you know very well what i'm talking about. I know what happened, I just miss it is all. confused
OH!! Other non depression news xd Finally got this guys info my grandmother gave mom, to give to me. This guy new my d... father. My grandmother said he has something of his he think me and my sister (alice-isha, LMAO!! - she hates when I do that) should have. I'm e-mailing him now. justs getting the words to mail him. Then I'm going to write him, and... maybe over kill question but I'm going to get in contact with this guy before he up and kicks the bucket on me too. Would actually like to do a happy dance, but not talk2hand I'm too cool for that. biggrin wink lol
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