I hate finding out things that make a preminission true.
I didn't want it to real, I wanted it to just be another dream of killing someone. DEATH in a dream is ONLY supposed to mean change, not you, actually killing someone.
Why now? I HATE PEOPLE, screw humanity. If you ask me animals should rule the planet, that way things won't get as screwed up as when people roam on this planet. scream It's not fair!!!!
I have the worst dealing with death of anyone I know (outside of fam. not being able to see death, dead bodies) I can't deal with it mentally, and I don't understand it. WHAT THE HELL is the purpose of life if everything's to die. The purpose it not learning if when we die, we just rot in the ground and the "souls" these bodies supposidly are holding onto are just going to die with us.
He can't force my hand. stare I'd hate for God to force my hand and there'd only be one way for him to do it too, and I would hate for him to force it. You know what in all this I better not loose my left arm! It's not fair, You give me something else and again I can't keep him, that's just being mean. Why can't I just keep him?
--' I hate to say it but I seen this coming. A few months ago it came to me as a dream, I seen it, we were standing on a roof, it was raining (why is it always raining) well only sometimes when I see the scene it's raining. We were standing a number of feet apart and I was about to shoot him, he was standing near the edge, we were talking, and in the end I shot at him and he fell off the building. But just a little while ago, after reading his journal, I saw him lying on his back, I standing over his with a sword.
Even with the d00m of this being true, then the twist would have to be a vision too, wouldn't it?? There's always a twist in there somewhere and if this is to a permanent fate,that means the twist has to come true too. smile doesn't it?? heart
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