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Life has a funny way of playing out. stare It makes you think you've got it all figured out, lets ya stabalize for a while, then sicks your face in the mud stressed ....well I'm tired of switching! scream I'm tierd of not knowing when life desides to change course...especialy when it changes down a path that long ago I thought I'd never go down...at one time it was one that I scoffed that I'd never travel. I always said that these were the years of change...for everyone. But now what am I to do about it? Do I continue down the path?
I broke the Golden Rule ya know. sweatdrop Broke it. I didn't think about it when I did it but I knew it later. O yes I hate myself for it. crying The Golden Rule being something we earth signs should never...I repeat NEVER should brake. I was nice to a strange, quite freaky person. WRONG! Bad Kain! WTF were you thinking? scream Well while it isn't a sin to be nice to such odd people...no earth sign in their right mind that has ever had the unfortunate experience of the outcome of such a friendship would ever bliantly race into another. I have...and I did it again. sad
This guy likes me. I know he likes me. I'm a flirt by nature and even without meaning to I can flirt. Bad...bad bad bad bad bad.... stare He asked me my number. I wrote it down for him. Then what he said finally sunk into my thick Taurian skull... He wanted my number so that he could call me so that we could go out some time during brake... gonk WWWWHHAAATTT??? D@mmit all Kain! What have you done?!?
I have made enough mistakes these past few weeks...some I can't undo...others I might be able to skirt the worst of it all...and then there are those that might not turn out so bad...
Kain is tired after weeks upon weeks of little sleep so.... crying gonk scream stressed sweatdrop domokun xp whee eek wink sad redface biggrin stare xd 3nodding blaugh ....and then...a short drop into the abyss followed by very welcome oblivion...
 Paranine · Sat Oct 16, 2004 @ 12:50am · 12 Comments |
