Lawlz I'm a f*****t and I know it. Soooo I'm going to post some weird a** poem s**t things that I have. I dont know if its really a poem. But hey what ever you wanna call it, is fine with me. Cause its what ever floats your boat not mine. So here feast and Read bitches!!!
Can you feel me now?
People places things all blurred with the time no one understands. Hearts break then they mend. Finding new love puts a stop to others in the end. Understanding the not so understood could have put a stop to what was about to happen. All the blame you put on him all the pain you put him through. Did it ever occur to you that maybe he has feelings too? Or was it selfish insight that led you to the assumption of his faults. Or the tears she shed for him and the blood he wasted for you. Mistakes mistakes mistakes. All the past could handle left you to believe he was a demon not worth saving. A broken soul only wishing for love to hold. Yet you turned your back and laughed. Was it nice being on top for once? Or were you still under another. Panting and heaving thats great do you know what you do to him? Sometimes he stay's up late at night his memories eating him alive. From the bottom of his cold black heart he wants to forget. For you to go away get out of his head. And he tried to end it tried to cover it up with a fake smile and some pride. Then his world fell apart. Do you know what he did? He got back up. In hopes one day he could prove to you that he is smart and he does understand something about you. You lied to him. Cheated him out of years he had. Told fasle tales of hope to his soul. Making him wish you were there when the flowers were thrown. Maybe a certain someone was right about you. That little voice in his head. You werent good you just used people. Who said you were any better than him? No one did. What a young age you are at. So delecate....and that other that you left. Does it bother you to know he's happier with out you in his life? He smiles more and expresses himself as he wishes. Yet he is still loved. If only you could see what you've become. How you've turned your back on those who would have loved you till the end. Just for one person who could leave you alone in the darkest room of your heart. Maybe you cant feel the pain. But realize this isnt what he wanted. He cries, he bleeds, he hopes, he wishes, he dreams. He's better off without you and your lies. I hope your happy now. So tell me. When you're alone at night can you hear me in your head? Better yet can you feel me under your skin? Can you feel me now?
Can you feel me now?
People places things all blurred with the time no one understands. Hearts break then they mend. Finding new love puts a stop to others in the end. Understanding the not so understood could have put a stop to what was about to happen. All the blame you put on him all the pain you put him through. Did it ever occur to you that maybe he has feelings too? Or was it selfish insight that led you to the assumption of his faults. Or the tears she shed for him and the blood he wasted for you. Mistakes mistakes mistakes. All the past could handle left you to believe he was a demon not worth saving. A broken soul only wishing for love to hold. Yet you turned your back and laughed. Was it nice being on top for once? Or were you still under another. Panting and heaving thats great do you know what you do to him? Sometimes he stay's up late at night his memories eating him alive. From the bottom of his cold black heart he wants to forget. For you to go away get out of his head. And he tried to end it tried to cover it up with a fake smile and some pride. Then his world fell apart. Do you know what he did? He got back up. In hopes one day he could prove to you that he is smart and he does understand something about you. You lied to him. Cheated him out of years he had. Told fasle tales of hope to his soul. Making him wish you were there when the flowers were thrown. Maybe a certain someone was right about you. That little voice in his head. You werent good you just used people. Who said you were any better than him? No one did. What a young age you are at. So delecate....and that other that you left. Does it bother you to know he's happier with out you in his life? He smiles more and expresses himself as he wishes. Yet he is still loved. If only you could see what you've become. How you've turned your back on those who would have loved you till the end. Just for one person who could leave you alone in the darkest room of your heart. Maybe you cant feel the pain. But realize this isnt what he wanted. He cries, he bleeds, he hopes, he wishes, he dreams. He's better off without you and your lies. I hope your happy now. So tell me. When you're alone at night can you hear me in your head? Better yet can you feel me under your skin? Can you feel me now?
