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well Jimmy and michel and bernadate came over last night Jimmy had to leave but i talkd to them for awhile and he said that he has been having dreams about chasing a girl through the woods which is my same vision of the past

when somethings chasing me and i hide in a bush but then i hear a growl and it didnt sound like a dog. Jimmy told me it was mike.so i told mike and then hes like that would explain y i felt i knew u or have some knd of connection when we first met.

i was shocked when i first met him whn tanya brought the baby i thought he was cute and i didnt feel scared of him it was so weird but now i know y.i just wish we were on better terms back then but then again he was sent to kill me. he told me somthing that is very important.that his father and others have said that ther is a key out there and they now know where it is.

that means me im scared now i saw shadows last night and a feeling someone was watching me.my protecton spells arent working anymore not even the demon one. and the only one i could turn to for help i dont evn have hs or his sisters number.and with the groups after me i dont know what to do if their after me or if their after the stone.

i dont know what the stone s or what its capable of all i was told was that i am to protect it and only i am to have it not even the one that gave it to me.what shold i do i told him that i already decided and my decision was that no one can kill my friends and i will not be told to do so but i still care nothing for what side chooses me.

though i already know the evil side wants me they just cant get anywhere near me at the moment.but times will change its not that i want to be evil it just the good side hasnt done anything for me either.so im netural, u know.well i write later see if anything happens tonight i hope not though caus i feel really tired for some reason and i cant consentrate enough to meditate.i w/b later.