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I think Christian's finally realizing that I hate his guts. The other day after school when Dustin and I had left, he confided in Amanda that he didn't think I should come to the tree anymore. "She and Dustin are always hugging on eachother," "She's mean to me now,"

If he knew how deeply I hate him he would never come within 50 feet of me again. I'm afraid I'm going to lose it and do something I'll regret. I may have talked about this before, but I'm ranting and once I start you can't stop me. He has the worst judge of character of anyone I have ever met. He completely insulted Dustin to my face. "He's not the best guy. Isn't there anyone else? What about Jon?"

Now I love Jon, too. But he's more like a brother. Just one of those guy friends that you love to death but wouldn't really date.

The fact that this- kid was trying to pick my boyfriend for me absolutely enfuriated me. This guy was lecturing me! ******** LECTURING ME!!! If we were on shaky ground before, this completely crumbled it. I was so angry that I could not think. My mind was a total blank. Then he just walked away from me. I stood there stupidly for a moment or so, and then went to sit with Shannel.

And now he has the nerve to say I should leave the tree!? WTF!!!? I HATE HIM SO MUCH!! And if he doesn't like Dustin and I being together, he just needs to ******** off and leave us be. He calls Dustin wierd when he's the one spouting nonsense about things he really doesn't know anything about.

Dustin doesn't seem to offended, but he doesn't really know Christian. I do NOT take kindly to people insulting the man I love!

That concludes this rant. stare