Christian was just too much of a kid to handle my heart. And he was SO whiney. And now he thinks he has some sort of big brother relationship with me and he can tell me who to go out with.
Patrick can't even stand up for himself so I don't know what made me think he would stand up for me. Our relationship was mainly lust. I don't find his personality attractive in the least. And he wouldn't talk to me. We never talked.
With Dustin it's different. He knows how to relate to people. He's good at sensing if there's something wrong. I can be myself with him. He talks to me (honestly, I met him this year and I know more about him than I do about some of my closest friends). And he wouldn't let anybody mess with his Macadamia talk2hand He loves me and he shows it. What more could I ask for?
