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Raven: The Three Musketeers!
Eddie: The Three Amigos!
Chelsea: The Three Blind Mice!
[Raven and Eddie give her a look]
Chelsea: That's not really fair. You guys took all the good ones.

It is a good rule in life never to apologize. The right sort of people do not want apologies, and the wrong sort take a mean advantage of them.

and the sad part is
that no matter what goes on this year
when you come running back to me again
you know i'll be here

i'd rather chew on broken glass
than keep living in the past
and wasting time on words i know you didn't mean
this is you trying hard to
make sure that you're seen
with a girl on your arm
and your heart on your sleeve
remind me not to ever think of you again

do you ever just get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? you dont want to smile, and you don't want to fake being happy. but at the same time, you don't know exactly what is wrong either. there isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. if you could want in the world it would be to be alone. people have stopped being comforting.. and being alone never was. at least when you're alone no one constantly asks you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who wont take 'i don't know' for an answer. you feel the way you do just BECAUSE. you hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait...

******** you. ******** you for making me feel like i meant something to you. ******** you for making me feel like i was worth your while. ******** you for being my best friend. ******** you for making me fall in love with you. And ******** you for doing this to me gradually, making me hold on desperately to every last bit of hope i have, hoping that maybe you won't break my heart completely.