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My Perfect Damnation


Drowning in my sorrow
Lying in my tears
Waiting for the someone
Who will banish all my fears
Dying from starvation
Craving for a thirst
Waiting for the person
Who deserves - utter devotion

My blood creates a web
That flows through time
Waiting for my end
Behind a thin line
My tears are choking me
Like pelting rain
My blood is hiding me
From thoughts of my shame

Chorse

Drowning in civilization
Drowning in the dark
Drowning all alone
My perfect damnation

In dawning days of gray
I’m doomed to live alone
To form dismal thoughts
I’m drowning in the day.

I’m drowning in the night
I’ve given up without a fight
My soul the devil takes
Only for my spite

Drowning in civilization
Drowning in the dark
Drowning all alone
My perfect damnation

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The darkness is swallowing me
My sin as clear as day
It is a smudge mark
That is left for all to see
My soul has turned away
To leave a shattered shell
I’m dead to all who see
But no one can tell

My joy is long gone
No sun can warm my skin
No singing of song
Shattered by my sins
They don’t know
What I have done
They mustn’t know
Let them have their fun.

Drowning in civilization
Drowning in the dark
Drowning all alone
My perfect damnation

In dawning days of gray
I’m doomed to live alone
To form dismal thoughts
I’m drowning in the day.

I’m drowning in the night
I’ve given up without a fight
My soul the devil takes
Only for my spite

Drowning in civilization
Drowning in the dark
Drowning all alone
My perfect damnation

My Perfect Damnation

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