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Hello Gaia Online,

I am not 15 anymore. I'm 31. The world has changed since I last logged in here. I don't know what to make of where I've come, but I know that I'm not who I was the last time any of you knew me. I feel a loss, and I wish I could get to know people again. I wish I could find myself a connection to the me of back then. Before my father went homeless, before I began my life as an adult.

Now I have children. Now I have to fend for my family. I'm where my father was when I was on this site. I am scared.