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I don't care how many times she says it to me. It's not for me. This party isn't for me it's for her. My mom is using me as an excuse to ahve a party. My sweet 16 party is nnothing but my mom trying to live her life through me again. I'm tired of it. I'm tired of her making me feel like I have to go and do things. I'm tired of her living her life thorugh me.
I'm just a teenager. I wanna live my life the way I want to. I wanna be strong but it's so hard to be somtimes. I wish I could stand up to her but I can't. She'll just yell scream and hit me. I wish sometimes I was diffrent and I was the daughter she wanted. The perfect pretty daughter that does everything right and doesn't get a plain report card, and is involved in everything, and has hundreds of friends that all love her.
Sometimes I feel like a mistake. My mom was pregnant with me before her and my dad got married. I don't think they wanted me at all. They just kept me cause my mom didn't want an importion probly.
 Purpleflame528 · Sat Jun 02, 2007 @ 05:16am · 2 Comments |
