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i think im falling for yoo
bhutt i dont think yoo noe i even exsist
whichh kinda sucks
i donttt think we cann ever be like a couple
bcuzz i noe if i tell yoo how i really felt
we can never be friends ahgain...
my friends say we should be together
bcuzz we both like thee color black
and we both are emo/gothic
and we wear black everdays
....but in thee insiide i just....
i just think that we will never
be like my other ex boyfriends realationship
even though iht was on gaia
i would do the same thing inn real life exeptt bettor
cuz inn most of my realtionshipe thurs a prob
andd i dont want that happenning between us
i want to be lost in thee lands of foreber with yoo
and see were this will lead
bhutt i noe i noe yoo like huurrr~
see theres no chance of being with yoo
umm...i really want to get thee nerve of saying "hi" to yoo
bhutt i never ghett a chance to do ihtt
im jusst scared..........that i might be broken ahgain
i dont like iht when that ******** happens too me
i always feel like
im never good enough....
shoot im loosing all hope
every singlle timee im brokens
i sit in thee corner;in thee dark
and just cry......and wite in my journal
nott thiis one though
i have some songs guys wrote meee
butt i shreded themm
i have some roses guys gave meee
bhutt they died
i have somee chocolate guys gavee mee
bhutt thurr all eaten
i have some love guys gavee mee
bhutt that faded away
i have some hearts guyss gave mee
bhutt there all broken
yoo can give me all things yoo want
bhutt im always left nothing
that poem up thurr i wrote iht i meen typed iht