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grrr!
my life i noe yew dont give a ********
but i do.....sometimes stare
i just want to be alone and scream
and just be alone god
when i think about my life
i say damn what a ******** life i have
all i want in this world is tew
be weird and.....free
but in this world its not
this world is ******** up
mean
chaos
rasist
and just all the things i can imagine
out of all the guys i liked i chose yew
im sry i cant say his name~
i might be embarssed of what he might think
i liked him at of all the guys i dated
but then he ******** betrays me
i just dont noe what tew think
if i should ignore yew
i mean it came tew a sweetie & sweetheart
then we had a problem
we were separated for a day
and i noticed i wanted yoo
i asked yoo if yew wanted tew get back together
i cant remember chur exact words
but yoo said yes
then i asked yew dew yew still have the same feelings
when yoo asked me out?
yoo said yes
then yew asked me if i did
i wanted too say noe
but i said yes cuz i didnt want hurt chu i cared about yoo that badly
then yoo said lets be apart for awhile
i commented back and said okay......
but in my head i was all like
nuuuuuuuu! what did i dew wrong?
yew bring colors to my world
then yoo said lets be apart
my world came down crashing....all over again
yes i miss yoo if yoo dont okay....
yes i cared about yoo if you dont okay....
yes im still in love with yoo if you dont okay.....
yes i thinked about yoo if yoo dont okay.....
yes i want yoo still if yoo dont okay.....
i just hope yoo noe who yoo are
and read iht the whole damn thing cuz
it was all true stare
i hope yoo see it too....
and....if we cant be more than friends...emenys.....okay... stare
and joe
ill always be here waiting for yoo
supporting for yoo
being with yoo
laughing with yoo
crying with yoo~
no matter what yoo say too me
im here with open arms....whenever yoo need me
-Avril♥