'and does he notice my feelings for him?
and will he see ( how much ) he means to me?
i think it's not to be.
... and will we ever end up together?
no, i think not;
it's never to become..
for i am not -the one.'
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i've said it before and i'll say it again: boys are stupid. but aren't we girls stupid for letting general male stupidity get in the way of us making rational decisions? especially those boys who make you laugh and smile and forget everything else in the world with one glance or corny joke.. yeah. they're the stupidest. i guess i'm a masochist for wanting to be with you again; i guess i'm a masochist for falling again and again for your stupidly gorgeous brown eyes and how stupidly cute you look in your stupid hoodies and that stupidly cute laugh you do when i say something funny..
see, now? you've got me pouting like a child.
how awful of you.
i should probably hate you for that, but believe me, i've tried.
it never works.
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so my 'best friend' and i are pretty much at odds again, woohoo. i'm getting really tired of this s**t, but what can i do? i'm pretty much all she's got. i can't just leave her behind, knowing all that has to deal with and.. ugh. i don't even want to dwell into it i'm so pissed. i've really hated people this week. people in general. there's this one a*****e that won't keep his head out of my a**. no, dude, i'm not going to go out with you; for one, you're a douche, for two, you're clingy, stubborn, and don't know when to take a damn hint; and for three, the last person i'm going to want to ******** date is the guy who went and asked me out not even SIX HOURS after i'd JUST been broken up with, and who CLEARLY understands how upset i am. or maybe you don't. don't care?
whatever.
there's a special place in hell the friend zone for you, buddy.
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by the way, happy February, i guess.
how do you plan on spending Valentine's Day?
 pavonia · Sat Feb 04, 2012 @ 04:42am · 0 Comments |
