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Ok... I feel really sucky... my throat has this swollen spot that tasts like chlorine, my throat hurts overall, and my nose is running, and i've been coughing like crazy.... *sigh*.... well, i was supposed to make up my swimming today, but i was feeling too crappy so i didn't, and now Ms. Kimbal's really pissed at me... and I'm gonna be here till like 10 every night cuz i'm in the play, and i have so much homework and exams coming up not to mention my stupid history thing which if i get anything less than a 90 on will mean instant death. I'm going to be forced to do swimming during my 8th study hall on tuesday, sick or not. The worst part is being sick, though.... it makes everything else so damn crappy...

Well, I'll stop complaining now. I'm waiting for my mom to pick me up 4 dinner so i can go to the play and not starve, but she's late... oh, anmd btw my secret buddy (if i even have one, which i should cuz raquel does) didn't give me anything on opening night. eh, boing in the play is till fun, tho.... tho i'm scared to death i'll have a coughing fit while in the windowseat... the worst part is the dance, tho... i won't b able to go for half of it..... which is SO DAMN STUPID!!!!!!! AUUUUGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i suppose i' lucky i can go at all tho.... and i'm really beating myself up about auditioning in the play. i was so stupid and back then i didn't care if i missed the dance or not... and i could've stayed in track...... aieeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!! i hate myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but it's my own fault so i shouldn't complain...