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guess what this is? A JOURNAL!! HOW EXCITING!!
happiness comes from 2 things: chocolate, and bubbles. but mostly chocolate.
My first entry in a while
Well I haven't made an entry in a while so I guess I will now. Well, Let's see... what's going on in my life... well, we had a history test today on the Greeks, Macedonians, and Minoans. It wasn't all that bad... speaking of history, today was Greek god/godess for Doc. Fields class, but I didn't get to see any of them in costume. Mr.Gray let me and Ereen-chan go look for them with our camera phones during class (Mr. Gray rox, btw) but we couldn't find them... we went to their classroom and to the ampitheatre, but it tourns out they were in Mr. Natler's room. evil Oh well, and I was gonna blackmail Maya with the pictures... *sob* crying

Oh yea, and I got an iPod video a little while back. I still haven't gotten everything I want onto it, but I will eventually........Hopefully.......... lol I think I will some-time-er-rather.... eh heh heh...
Speaking of music, my mom just reminded me that I used to have no intrest in it whatsoever. We got on the subject because....AHEM... heart blaugh whee rofl rofl 4laugh heart RISTA-CHAN GOT INTO OUR SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO RISTA!!!!!!! WHOOT WHOOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay I'm sooooooooo happy! (as you can most likely tell) There's still the issue of tuition, but she say's she's pretty sure she'll be coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMGITROXSOMUCHWHOOHOOWEHAVETOHAVEAPARYOMGYAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! heart blaugh whee rofl 4laugh heart heart heart heart blaugh well anyway, that got us on the subject of when I was trying to get in. At the interview, apparently I was very confident and comfortable. Boy, have I changed... sweatdrop I'm so damn shy now and I hate myself for it... I can't talk to anyone I'm not really good friends with 'cuz I'm afraid they would think I'm really weird if I do talk to them...*sigh*....GET SOME GUTS, GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I keep telling myself that, but... for some reason, I just...can't. sad

no wonder...

I think... I really give off the impression that I'm a snobby, don't-want-to-talk-to-you-because-you're-not-good-enough impression... because I'm too damn shy to talk to anbody!!!! crying crying For some reason, if they start to takl to me first, it's all good, but I can't start a conversation... crying sad sad I really wish I could be more outgoing, but I'm such a chicken and it SUX!! It seems like such an easy thing to do, but it's not... I really respect all the new people that came here this year, I could never do something like that...


This is an abrupt change of subject but it is spring, that magical time of year when a young person's fancy turnes to ~ heart love heart ~ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol It's so fun to stalk Rina and Cartain Vibrato and listen in on them. Ri-kun turns so red when you talk about him and Nernie, it's so funny! biggrin And then there's Nea... tho I'm not sure if she counts 'cuz they're not "going out", they just like eachother or something....
And then there's me. He really seems to hate me all of a sudden... I guess it makes sence though... He obviously likes someone else, who is trying just a little too hard to make herself believe she doesn't like him. Why else would she freak out like that when she was accused of likeing him? (unless Rina told her, whick I somehow find likely... Oh well, i wuz gonna tell her anyway) Besides, I'm not even sure if I like him anymore anyway. Yesterday, he was bein' a real jackass... though I'm not sure if it was the "ha ha joking" way, or the "back off you fatass b***h" way... (something tells me it was the latter....) Whatever, I'll get over it eventually.

GOOODBYEEEEEEEEEE, SO LOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG, NICE TRYYYYYYYYYYYYYY, I'M GONEEEEEEEEEEEEE *is listening to "Goodbye" by SR-71*
I should pry get back to my hw and studing now... so many tests... *sigh* Oh, but be4 I go, my mom said that I might be able to get Sony Vegas!!! That would be sooooooouuuuuuuuuuuu cool!!!!!!!!!!!! *4 those of you who don't know, Sony Vegas is one of the best video editing softwares out there* Goodbye, dumb ol' Windows Movie Maker!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 3nodding whee rofl 4laugh I think I'm gonna download the trial version over the 4-day weekend coming up!! (Though I feel really really REALLY guilty about it, 'cuz it's EXTREMELY expensive, like $500 to $600, and already with school and everything... crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying I really hate asking them to spend so much moey on me, though they say that my EXTREMELY - GARGANTUON -HUUUUUUUUUUUUUGE - DOUBLE DECKER - GODZILLA - BIGBIGBIGBIGBIGBIGBIG school tuition doesn't count...)

Well, I don't really have much more to say, so I guess I'll get back to studing...ack. scream gonk

~Ta ta!
Chamera-Pam


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    yay!!! go ur friend 4 getting in!!!!! although im not 2 sure if i kno which one that is...

    Cartain Vibrato? something about chorus?

    and u? shy? seriously, i dont think ur the shy type. although i suppose we all r kinda shy when it rly comes down 2 it...

    ah, yes...wat was that about again? the "ha ha joking" or "back off u fatass b***h"? when did this happen? and WHY DO I NOT KNO ABOUT IT?!?!?!?!

    sorry little carried away...was he rly being a jackass? that sob. ill kik his a** 4 u if u want. ninja

     
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    comment alaizabel_007 · Community Member · Sat Apr 14, 2007 @ 08:43pm
    lol thnx 'nea. I feel better now (no, seriosly) Um.. I think you've met her be4, at my birthday party (Glasses, Curly long-ish black hair)

    Um, no, art class. (I'm talkin about Isredel) Orlando (the other art teacher) came into our room to look at our abstract pieces, and when he saw isredel's *cough*extremelybright*cough* piece he said,
    "If I had to name this piece, it would be 'Captain Vibrato' " Thus, Isredel's name is now captaion vibrato. *ps: I'm not in chorus...*

    Whenever I'm with you, I'm not shy. Because I know you so well, I can be my real, extremely hyper self around you, so I don't seem shy. Likewise, if I'm with at least one of my friends I'm a lot less shy, so you would never see me when I am shy, 'cuz if you see me, then that means you're with me...(hopefully...)

    It happened at the library afterschool one day...maybe Wednesday ...? Anyway, he was talking in that "arn't you stupid?" sarcastic voice, which indicates that he doesn't like me too much to say the least...but then agin, friends use that voice with eachother all the time, in a joking way. So, I don't know if he was telling me to get lost or if he was trying to be friendly... so cunfuzzled. crying Anyway, the reason I didn't tell you (or anyone else) was that, again, i don't know what way he meant it in, so I wanted to avoid confusion later by making sure nobody got the wrong message. Yeah... I guess I'm just weird that way.

    Lol no, i would rather you not kick his a**, you might get in trouble xd Again, thanks though!

     
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    comment kyubii_daemon_fox · Community Member · Mon Apr 16, 2007 @ 01:08am
    chamera, i didn't tell beca. she guessed. plus, i don't kow about the whole beca-chan+ him. i mean...i don't know. beca still might have feeling for someone else. not feeling of like but she is still getting over some stuff...you are shy and i know when i met you you seemed shy but as soon as i started talking to you i realized that i get along really well with you. you are a great person and you need to realize that yes u are weird but everyone is. I can't believe u stalked me and Ree-chan. well, you and B really like stalking the "happy couple" i guess we are. i am happy. i think he is happy. and thta is great! don't feel emo and you'll do great on test!! XP

    Rina-chan heart

     
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    comment kuroihimesama · Community Member · Thu Apr 19, 2007 @ 01:07am
    so she does know? ah well whatever like i said i was going to tell her... and she still won't tell me who that is... though i think it's pretty easy to guess... well, i guess that really isn't any of my buisness and if she doesn't feel like telling me then i should just stay out of it... though she is my friend and i would like to know so i can try and help her out somehow if i can, but if that's the way she wants it then it's fine by me.
    hee hee yepzuz i'm weird all right! rofl yea but then like you said everyone is...
    hee hee i used to stalk people in elementary school with my best friend all the time! xd it was so fun!! i haven't seen him in a while, though... crying o well hopefully he'll come to my birthday even though it's a way's off...
    yea im pretty sure he's happy about it... he sure seems happy anyway. 3nodding that day at the library (it was the friday be4 i got sick) he was so sad when you left lol.
    hmm hopefully tho now i gotta study all over again cuz i forgot it all while i was sick... xd ok i won't!! thanks rina!

     
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    comment kyubii_daemon_fox · Community Member · Fri Apr 20, 2007 @ 02:46pm
    hey cham. seriously, i don't like him. he's just a pretty cool dude that i enjoy hanging out with. so don't get suspitious because i'm not about to steal ur guy.

    btw, i have the strong inpression that he doesn't like me.

    oh, and about the other feeeling thing, i'm just kinda muddled with someone else right now. it's not terribly bad, but it's been knawing at me for the past while.



    not gonna steal ur guy. whee [/size don't worry.

     
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    comment beekabooka · Community Member · Sun Apr 22, 2007 @ 03:49am
    heh heh he's certainly not mine.... i'm not even sure if i like him anymore... so cunnfuzzled 0~o:: lol i never liked him a whole ton anyway, i barely even knew him... anyway, i can assure u that ur stong impression is probably wrong... well, i dunno, but he seems to....you know.... *nudge nudge* anyway, dun worry about me at all whatsoever completely! (wow that made practically no sence...o well)

    hmm.... i think i might know who ur talkin about... poor booka sad

    lol like i said he's not mine, and i'm really happy being single! saves me a lot of trouble...

    i'm single and proud of it!!!!!!!!!!!! lol

     
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    comment kyubii_daemon_fox · Community Member · Tue May 22, 2007 @ 11:39pm
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