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i try to stay strong, i just want to feel like i belong,
i want to let go of him,
my head's telling me to forget about him
but my hearts saying don't let go,
i thought he wouldn't hurt me, i was just too blind to see.
i got a heart full of pain
head full of stress
handful of anger
held in my chest.
i will be never good enough for you.
but i
nedd
i miss you
i love you cause
i wanna hold you.
you were my everything and i really miss you.
they say there's a love that could fall like rain.
let forgivness wash away the pain.
when words fail music will speak,
peotry comes from the heart and soul.
its not that easy to let go
i'm losing myself
i'm losing my feelings
i can't care anymore........
i don't wanna close my heart.
sick of crying
tired of trying
yeah i'm smiling,
but inside i'm dying.
i'm a fool to think he loved me
i just can't stand the pain
maybe i'll close my heart
the blood that rushes in my veins
the my heart that pounds flesh
i'm gonna let him down.
i'm gonna let it go.
i'm gonna lose it all
i'm gonna let it all go
away.