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yeah so i've been thinkin alot lately about the stupid s**t i should never have done. i just feel so upset about certain parts in my life. I've made some of my biggest mistakes this past two years. i truly love someone and i did something that made him leave and disown me. i feel so bad about it still, but i've had the chance to be around him again and that has helped. But its still really akward...and i dont have the time to try to fix things between us because he goes into the navy soon. I dont know if i'll ever forgive myself for being an idiot like that..but i do know that i have to move on even if i can never have the chance i want with him.