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I feel so loved, L (initialed for Internet privacy) called from work concerned about me. I feel so loved. She asked how I was doing. And we talked about the baby shower for A. I can't go. I don't really want to go because of A and I don't get alone. I'll have to hold my tongue even more. It's about a baby being born into this world. I know she'll be a good mother, I just don't get along with her very well. I want to go because I want to wish that baby welcome. But so yeah.

Yesterday was technically my Monday and I had to go home sick. For a quite a few days I've had this chest thingy and being me, I didn't think it was anything other then a cold.

SO yeah, I'm stupid. I had a fever, Lazard (on gaia, my boyfriend) even said so, but I figured I could still work. I don't like to use my sick days for colds and such because I'd rather use them for my migraines. I'm weird I know.

Anyways, I was forced to go over to the clinic where I saw a nurse practitioner... hell if I know how to spell it. And she said I have acute bronchitis... that I know is spelled right. And so she said it will take about five days for it to be fully gone. About. FIVE. DAYS!!!

So I wont be able to go back to work until Monday if I"m feeling better. I still have a fever right now and it sucks so bad.

A is probably rejoicing a little bit. I don't know what it is but she rubs me the wrong way all the time. I know she gets paid more than me by two dollars. K, our boss, is playing favorites here. Which I know she likes her more. I can understand that and that dosn't bug me as much as someone might think. But it's the fact that she's getting paid more than me based on that fact. Sure A has buying responsibilities, but TWO dollars more? THAT is unfair. Maybe a dollar at most more. But two? She has a baby on the way so maybe that's another reason why. But I work just as hard. I know it doesn't seem like it but I do. Just because I have a learning disability, it takes me longer then most to learn things. I do, honestly, try my best. I love what I do.

I just wish things would be a little bit more obvious as to the reasoning.