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Beginning to write again.

The last few posts on gaia have been somehow *not* posted. So I have wasted a ton of time trying to remember what I had just said, trying to repost it!

I'm toying with the idea of just NOT retell my Evol Grey story. I feel like if I"m going to write it HAS to be that story (the one I started over 20 years ago, the one that took 11 years to write 3 books). I feel like i need to do it. But at the same time, how will I remember it all?

I've already said goodbye to Evol and family. It's like their story has ended and there is no real need to go back and retell it. Especially since I've been working on a different story.

While there are a few things still similar, it's a completely different story.

I know I"m not really a writer, now a good one anyways. It was never about me, well kinda. I mean, it was a way for me to get things out, the stories in my head. The dreams I had loved. I have to say tho, it's going to be a terrible process. So much low selfesteem.

I'll keep you posted.