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gah!
parents are so retarded
especialy step parents
they think they can controll your life withouth taking part in it and treating you like s**t cause you aren't theres
i hate ppl i swear
now i wont be on much for like a month...maybe less depending on genorosity
and now i hope nothing happens from them tearing me apart from someone who makes me feel happy
i mean if they take that away
ill ******** kill myself i swear
maybe when i get old ill become so insaine that ill kill them
bla...who knows
what i do know is as soon as i can i am gone
out of here
away from them
and they will have no part in my future
i wont allow them to controll me even if i am not there
i wont take that
especialy if i have kids one day
they will be lucky to see them
i might even tell the kids they have no grandparents
they don't need that abuse and controlling ness from some people who aren't there actually parents
id rather die then let that happen...
well to cut this short i am busy and bored
and now i am sleeping alot more
just what i need lol
anyways
ill respond as soon as i can
till then
i love you bye heart