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GAH!!!

Okay, I'm still freaking out about Saturday so I'm going to write it in here so that all of you idiots who don't actually read this would be able to see this if you actually cared about my meaningless little life...

Saturday was supposed to be an awesomely wonderful day. It was supposed to be the day of the double/blind date that I've been wanting to happen for months. It was supposed to be foolproof, everyone ask for the day off, no one do anything stupid and get in trouble. So I get up and I recieve a message...saying that Leyba had to work! Of course, I'm upset...this has been something that I've been looking forward to for a while. So I'm sitting on my couch, thinking about how I was looking forward to this and I actually start to cry.

So then I go over to Nicole's house to watch movies and have peach smoothies. When I get there, she tells me that Leyba's finally used his brain for once and thought basically "hey, why can't we just have it be a dinner thing instead of a lunch thing?" So the date switched to an evening date. The time was set for 7:30 so that he could go to get the guy and come back after he got off of work. So, Nicole and I were planning on just hanging out until 7:30. We were almost done watching Cellular when we decided to go and get some lunch at Pizza Hut, a most dispicable place. On the way there, I told her about how I was paranoid in Wal-Mart the day before because I thought that I had seen Joe. So, we get to Pizza Hut and are seated and get our drinks. We're just waiting for the waitress to come and take our order when Nicole tells me that now she thinks that she's paranoid. She then states that she thought she saw Joe walk into the guys' bathroom.

I didn't really think that he was there, but I kept an eye on the door anyway. The waitress came and took our order and then the bathroom door opened...and I got eye to eye contact with my ex-boyfriend that I'm still not over who's name is Joe. He looks for his family and finds that they are sitting about 3 tables behind me. From what Cole said, he was basically sitting in the same seat as me, just 3 tables back. Of course, I'm freaking out. When he walked by I was cowaring and basically trying to hide behind my water. So, what do I do? I text Becca first thing. Then I call Amber to try to get her to come down because we can't leave because we already ordered.

Amber wasn't home, but Becca did text back saying that she was sorry. Nicole tried to get me to be distracted by Leyba's Nintendo DS, but that didn't work out too well. We got our food and I just wanted to leave quickly. So I ate as fast as possible and wondered why the waitress didn't just bring us our ticket right away. So, the meal got done and the ticket came and we went up to the register and I have to say thank God for that buffet thing and the fact that it blocks most of the view of the dining area because otherwise I would've gotten another look at Joe which is something that would've definitely sent me off the edge.

So, we're out of there and we go back to Nicole's house. Then we're just hanging out and at one point she had gone off and I was sitting all alone on the couch and I was about to start crying when her parents walked into the house. Which, of course, stopped me from crying. Then Nicole and I decided to go swinging, but that didn't work out too well because it was muddy and cold. Then we tried to watch another movie and part way through Leyba called to say that he had gotten off work.

Then the plan changed so that Nicole and I went down to Danbury with Leyba instead of him going and picking up the guy. So, we go down to Danbury, but we're supposed to be back before dark. The sun was already most of the way down when we got there.

Then I was crying at Leyba's house and my basic thoughts were "why the hell did I come down here at all?" Of course, I'm still freaking out about the Pizza Hut incident so I'm not really thinking all that well and not realizing that we might be picking up the guy after stopping by his house. So, he asks Nicole if she wants to go into his room to help him find a movie to watch. I found out today that he really just wanted to tell her that the guy that was supposed to go on the date got into trouble and couldn't go. For some reason, he didn't think that I could handle the information when he was not driving on a country road. But I had to point out that we shouldn't watch a movie since we had no time.

So we went to leave, and I was upset because I still didn't seem to have a date and I didn't even know that the guy had gotten in trouble. I don't even notice anything until Leyba turns the wrong way *or so I thought* and that's when I started listening in on his cell phone conversation. He's talking about going to pick up this guy who's not the guy that was supposed to be going on the date...then after the conversation, he finally explains to me that the original guy got into trouble so he was going to go to pick up this guy instead.

So then, we get to this other friend's house and Nicole and I are just waiting in the car for a while before they finally get back to the car. And then the whole "date" was driving back to McCook in which time I probably only said a grand total of about 15 words. They talked about mechanical things and vehicals and stuff all the way back except for when Cole mentioned the person who flew airplanes off of the highway and when she hit Leyba in the balls *which was slightly funny, but didn't really help my mood* So, we get back to town and the guys have to leave...end of date...let's just say...I'm not very happy with the date... mad