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I probaby want be on here on the 30th since it will be Dez birthday so, I am making this for Dez smile




DEZZ LAST WORDS

I'm Just A Disappointment... I Let You Down... I'm Sorry



it wasn't true sad and it is sad that she thought, it hurts to know thats she didn't relized how muched people cared for her

Please visit this smile This is her memoral page smile

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=57681545



Visit her actully Myspace page
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=6409847&MyToken=953c90b5-3f32-430a-b580-b32a35c36d12

A SONG FOR DEZzY please watch it
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YULKMNhEAuw


Happy early 17th Birthday Dez, I hope you have a awesome B-Day up in heaven smile I know you watching your little sister, and protecting her.





R.I.P(newer version)
Tossing annd turning,
thoughts rampaging,
through my head.

Pain is ent through my body,
tears falling down,
trapped in this whorl pool,
heart shattered,
the moon frowns at me.

Snif, Snif,
Why?
Why did she do this?
Why is this happening?
rain crying, the wind whistles.

She lies in a coffen,
cold as ice,
stiff as a board,
hard as a rock.


AHHHHH!!!!
Screams of terro,
tears of sadness,
frightened like a cat,
hurt inside and out.

Hanging from a tree,
barely alive,
eyes rolled back,
brain dead.

The dogs sob,
confussed and hurt,
not wanting to except the truth,
stars are bright,
moon bright bulb.

The trees touching the sky,
stars small as ants,
all I can do is ask why,
with a sore heart,
still trapped in dark whorl.

If only I could go back in time,
changed what happend,
make things normal again,
everyone happy, laughing, and smiling.

Thats just a fantasy,
lets get to reality,
I can't chang what happened,
no one can.

I looked up at the misty blue dark sky,
I see the person I looked up to,
as if she was my own sister.

I can see the ambulence,
the dread in her mom and sisters eyes,
all I wish is she was here.

Sun smiling bright,
waking up, wishing it was a dream,
just a big nightmare,
wishing September 10th, never happened.


An angel in the sky,
wathcing us all, pritecting use,
making sure we don't make the same mistake.


Three month gone by,
I look in the mirro to see,
a different person,
a stronger person,
someone who has changed since then,


Dez will always remain in everyone hearts,
bringing joy, and smiles acrossed everyone faces,
no matter what.



Have a awesome 17th bithday, I miss you so much smile I will try my best to visite your grave smile