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well its like 11:00 and i cant sleep cuz i have this major headache and it wont go away.... i'm like sick in every way possible.... i feel terrible... and not just phisically either.... i did something today that was not a smart thing to do and i wish to ask the person who i did this to to please either call me of at least talk to me so i can sort this out.... i suck at life and deserve to die.... i feel like dying cuz of all this pain inside.... its like i will always be scared from something that happened but at the same time i will always benefit from it as well and never forget it... i'm extremely confused by my own emotions right now and i dont know what to do so if anyone i know has any advice then i would greatly appriciate it if you would share your knowleage with me.... well gotta go....