ok, so im at my dads for this weekend and i have to admit, its pretty kick-a**. he doesn't really care what i do so yeah. i basically sleep in til noon or any other time when i'm here.AND!! my dad officially has the Wii!!!! and about 15 minutes ago we watched an awesome movie.its called The Prestige it had alot of unexpected twists and i loved every ******** second of it!
usually i hated those kind of movies when i was younger, but thats cuz i hated getting confused. now, its one of my favorite things.
i've been getting more depressed and spacy these days. goddamn this heart of mine. i hate sounding like a ******** yippy crushing schoolgirl, but i can't help my self. i can't stop thinking of him(only my friends..and tyler....fine, your my friend too.) know who "he" is. why do i have to be such a ******** coward.
i'm pretty sure he thinks of me as a freak, and nothing more than a friend....friend at the most...i wanna hug. emo
Dx
damn him! i wish i could justy stab him so i wouldn't feel like this anymore.
he's the goddamned reason i'm having mixed feelings about going to marlowe!
happy=maybe i'll move on
sad=i'll never ******** see him again!!!
boy this is a pretty ******** up and random journal entry. sweatdrop
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