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Qukie
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Note: the original journal entry was made in an actual journal first then copied by me onto my gaia journal.

10/26/06



last night i really wanted to cry.i wasnt sad about anything. i just wanted to cry.

so i started thinking of sad things, like knowing my dad doesn't love me, or death. even of other times of me crying.

out of nowhere though a memory popped up. of when i was little. i think it was first grade. yeah.

this kid and i were arguing. he kept saying he could talk to dogs or something. so i said i coul fake cry. it was true too. i'd just concentrate on something sad and tears would flow.

but evry time i did it he'd yell, "mrs.sta-ark!!!! kristen's cry-ying!!!!!"

how i hated that little b*****d. at that time i only let my mommy see me cry. and how i hated mrs. stark. she was a b***h.

i always knew what went through her head. "great. another goddamned kid to take care of." i knew she didn't like her job. but then again, i don't blame her. a room full of 28 sugar high six year olds. at least i think i was six.

but that is all i memory like i said. complex in its own way. special somehow. and how it affected my life, maybe i'll just never know.

.............

i'm finishing this as i lay down to bed. yes it's dark, but ove the years i have accomplished being somewhat nocturnal. and im hoping i spelled that right. soon when i try to sleep again, i will fall asleep listening to my ipod. when 4 or 5 songs go by. i will have been passed out. then wake to another day

yeah.

something like that.


~Qukie






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Midnight_girl_07
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comment Commented on: Wed Dec 27, 2006 @ 07:59pm
Oh kristy that's sad crying . *tears running down cheaks*


comment Commented on: Sun Jan 14, 2007 @ 12:08am
its not sad. its just an event in the day.



-Fishey-Kake-
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Chronically Quidam
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comment Commented on: Mon Jan 22, 2007 @ 04:00pm
omg Kris! you should like fake cry just to get outta class! lol.


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