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dear mom why did you have yo leave me
why did you have to die,
i sit around and begin to cry
i don't think it was fair
that you had to die but my biggest
question is w h y? ,
i miss you so much
my body hurts to the touch,
i want so badly to come and see you mom but,
i am not sure how to get this done,
my hubby ask me whats the matter,
when he see's me sitting here crying,
i told him i want to be with my mom,
he looked at me with such alarm,
he thinks im crazy and have lost my mind,
he does not know that feel like im lost in time,
well what i say about all that is
i am under alot of pain and stress
so people who don't know me
im trying my best,
i lost the most important person in my life
and people are always giving me stupid advice,
people don't quite understand how
losing a loved one is forever gone
they think i should just carry on,
it is not that easy for me to be ok
but i know i will be with my mom someday,
it may be sooner than people think
i could be gone in just a blink...
FROM MY FRIEND