March 7, 2007
It's been one week since Kaz left and already he hates me again. He actually seemed like he really cared and loved me after coming here, and then last night he was talking about breaking up again. All because I don't like him talking to people who aren't nice to me. It's not like he does anything about them. He just lets them continue to say whatever they want about me and he sits there and agrees with them, just like before. I can't believe he would do this to me after everything. I thought he had actually changed and he hasn't. I didn't sleep at all last night and just barely made it through my class, then just came home and slept all day. I through all the stupid crap he gave me when he came here as hard as I could into the back of my closet. I don't want to see it. I hurt too much right now. It hurts even worse now that I've actually been with him in real life.
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