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Well, ever since I've made church and God top priority, Holly has distanced herself from me more and more. I'm kinda sad, but if she can't accept me for that, then I guess we just weren't meant to be best friends. Though she distances herself, everyone else has gotten closer, it seems like. For example, Nick and Mason, they both are crazy, and funny, same with Samson, and Kylie is cool one of one, too, as is Josh (Toadett, lol), so that is making me feel like I made the right decisions. I really hope Holly realizes that I'm there for her whenever, wherever she needs. Because yeah, she has Katie, but I'm not sure if she's even going to miss being around me at all or not... but God has given me a peace of mind, thank you God. I've been able to read sections of my Bible every morning, which is sweet! I love reading and highlight/ underlining it. When I highlight/ underline, it makes me think about what I'm reading even more, so that's always nice. Also, the other Holly, ever since she's backed away from my youth group, I guess that offended me or something, I've felt a touch of annoyance when I'm around her. And now, Rick is just a butt, so I'm so glad I don't even see him except rarely in Choir. Another Thank you God moment! I also am extremely excited about the youth group Seattle trip! Can't wait to learn about all that stuff!
I now feel like God has called me toward the music ministry, and VP (choir teacher, who is also a Christian, and is awesome!) gave me a number of this worship leader guy at another church, so that I may get lessons from him. Once I make the call, it should be pretty easy from there, but I'm just praying for God to give me strength and courage to at least call this guy ONCE! Lol God has so much patience, doesn't He. Well, gotta go. Prayers and love, SSSLDD.