I just want to crawl under a blanket ans sit there for a while...I want to talk to someone and be held but that will never happen. My fear of myself being sad is strong...I just want to leave but I don't want to leave my friends. Several thoughts run threw my head and their hard to ignore..I just want it all to end and be over with, but I want it to last so I can live my life and make at least on 'novel story'. 17 to 18 has made me think more, 17 I thought more of school than anything but at 18, I think of everything with out meaning to, I want someone who can help me feel better, but talk is not all i want, to be held and talked to would be better. I am tired of holding back my tear, it drives me crazy, I want something better of life, to be a teen before it ends, even now I'm trying not to cry and it's really hard not to do. I need help but not from the kind you pay to speak with, only a long hug and kind words will help me at this time.
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I wrote this at school today
Demangirl Community Member 
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