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6 am
Lets see yesterday was the first day i've been able to be outside & actaully play some basketball & bike ride ...well just mainly be outside. It felt great...but guess what just because it was perfect yesterday doesn't mean it will be today. Nope its going to drop down to 30 degrees and possibly snow (just like a little flurry). I can't wait for this summer, Ill be 18 and that means ill be able to get a job in something i want to do (plus work at the waterpark again free tickets yay!) I'll be turning 18 too (uh clubs/dancin/guys/he|| yeah). theres the beach too, the mall, themeparks, waterparks, there is just going to be so much more for me to do this summer (yay!). I might also be able to take a trip to either T.x to see my Martin or go to L.A with him for our Graduation Trip. All the same i can't wait. But yeah anyway last night i went out to see Be Cool. Not funny and not too good i don't recommend it unless you wanna see the Rock play a gay man in red cowboy boots (scene wasn't even long). Crys & i had a arguement the other day (Crys my older sis). I was really hurt by the things she said but we kind of talked about it in the car & she did apologize & everything was good. I must say i was looking good... but her friends weren't. Its going to be hard to play this Im Single Whoo Hoo thing. One more month and then i'll really have fun (18 ) but now its like...i wanna b/f :_: But i don't do good in relationships so i know i wouldn't least for anything serious. Most of my friends have been kind of dodgey with me lately & im trying not to be the typical me. Which is be nice & act like things aren't bothering me. If they want to talk now then they I/m me. I don't want to feel like this bug a boo anymore so im not going to be. I really care for all of my friends & i love them all too but on Suday i think it was i went cold turkey on everyone. It didn't really matter no one left me an offline message. But Huso & Denan did call me the next day (yay!) we might be hangin out on Fri. Its just 2 guys 1 girl i dunno. I mean they are cool i trust Huso a lil more then denan to be honest, only because Huso & i clicked (the boy can dance ). I called donny tonight ...nothing. We didn't talk i told him to call me back when he can but i dunno i think i did upset him with my comment. But he should have known that i would be defensive to find out the reason he hasn't called is cuz of some chick & then be like well her & i are done..do you mind if i call you more ash? He might call today but im not getting my hopes up (why should its just Donny). I dunno...its early (3 hours of sleep behind me) & i want more so ill finish this up later tonight i guess or make a new one. later -Ash
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