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*sighs* beautiful day
lets start off by yesterday. Yesterday i talked with just about everyone. I felt so loved ^_^. I talked to Nahjee most of the day as usual. He's becomin my closest friend we talk just about everyday & about all day too. He's a really cool guy. Then i talked to my boss about her "guy" problems. I gave her some words of encouragement (i hope). I can't wait to go back & help her out with paitin at the waterpark again i think ill go back to work another season but i want something more to do ( to be her asst.manager) but i dunno. then i talked to this new guy that i met via ffxi web site. He's actaully pretty cool. We did click i mean as much as you can for a first conversation. the great thing is that he TALKS !! ^_^ which is great because i don't have to struggle like i do with other ppl. Mustela is going to be gone for a couple of days. Not much to say about that. I talked to Tristan (isn't that a cool name...Tristan Aww) things are so weird between him & I. I just hope last night we were able to get to a point in our friendship. Like things actaully are going to be easier from here on out. I don't talk to Tristan often & i do miss talking to him so i was very glad to talk to him last night but like usual it just turned out kind of sour. I called Martin but he had company so he said he'd call me so im expectin a call later today ^_^. Ervin & i talked last night i don't know how much longer we are going to keep talking without fussin again. I try to keep our conversations short so we don't bicker but who knows. He says he's in love with me ( not to be vain but i hear it all the time & its just hard to believe when in the end they just leave me). But im not givin into his games he's a playa. Donny also called at about 6 and we talked for a lil ( i was still talking to peeps) he said he'll call me back he didn't call til 9:15. By then i had only 15 mins to talk cuz i had just ticked my mom off. FYI Donny & i haven't talked in like forever (about 3 weeks or so). He sounded like he was upset & naturally i ask him what was wrong. He told me that he's had a bad day he's been working alot. ok...so?..then he told me that he had been "datin" this girl he works with & they had broke up the night before. umm...ok i didn't say much cuz i was pissed. not cuz he was seeing someone but because thats why he hasn't been callin & now since he has time he would call me. he asked me if i was mad & i said no...dammit maybe i should have but what would that have done you know. But he asked me if it was ok for him to call more often or if he just call whenever, i said it was up to him. He persisted on the question & i told him since he had the time now & since he wasn't busy sure why not...last resort Ashley thats what im here for. He just got me mad & i don't feel bad that he said that my comment hurt him. I don't care....well maybe a lil. i dunno im just worried about makin myself happy nowadays. But today is going to be even better its beautiful out so i FINALLY get to take some pics of the neighborhood. & im takin pics for my lil sis so she'll stop buggin me (not that i mind i like takin pics, not just of me either). I've been keepin happy lately and thats all that matters. i guess...Later -Ashley
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