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what if you woke up one day you felt everything is gone? your feelings, strength, friends, family, ....everything. to everyday to force a smile to everyone in front of you, when you know damn well that the smile doesn't mean anything. to wake up everyday to have some one yell at you, threaten you, force you. and its not someone, its everybody. friends, family, anyone. if you feel that your soul is dead, and nothing will bring it back.....no one. to have people say they care, when you know they don't mean it. to lose everything.. to have your boy/girl friend to say they love you, when you find them on top of someone else...or worse your best friend....you want to be in peace...but cant cause the damn fear is stopping you from picking up the knife...if you know what im talking about....then welcome to.......my life....