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Journal of a nightmare
kinda like a poetry/my feelings/randomness kinda thing...ya
You don't mean a thing
I's a shame,
you don't mean a thing to me,
a tragedy,
simplisticly,
pain is obvoius,
a staircase winding in your mind,
there's no apparent end,
it seems poetic appologies are in order,
but they would lack a heart,
a soul,
and overall emotion,
so i will stitch my mouth shut with silence,
i will blind my eyes with ignorence,
i will feel you,
while you quietly fade away,
struggling for the life left in your memories,
our memories,
the ones we formed together,
the ones that i let go,
silence is an infection,
slowly choking the ones that swallow it,
i'll watch you choke,
watch you writhe in beautifull agaony,
like a doll,
you're so delicate,
bright,
gentle,
and kind,
my dear,
you don't mean a thing to me.


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  • User Comments: [1]
    A puppet loosed from its string,
    it doesn't mean a thing,
    for it cannot dance or move on its own,
    it grows cold,
    hollow and alone.
    I am that puppet off the string,
    losing everything I try to gain.
    What worth does a puppet have?
    A puppet that can't dance?
    Nothing is what that puppet's worth;
    it was meant to be in the end.
    So watch now,
    through hollow eyes,
    what was never meant to be;
    for now I saw what has happened:
    you were the strings that were taken from me.
    Forgive my musings,
    forgive my thoughts,
    forgive me for everything.
    But without a puppeteer as good as you,
    this puppet shall never dance again.
    Placed upon the shelf,
    never to be used again,
    the puppet continues to wait,
    for the one day when the strings will return,
    and he can move again.
    And if that day never comes,
    the puppet will not know,
    for he continues to live ignorant,
    hollow and alone.

    comment Red_Noize · Community Member · Fri Feb 23, 2007 @ 02:32am
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