i have been through many relationships, some physical other more emotional, i ahve been moving on
i ahve been living my life the way i want too
since my last post i have changed much personality, apperance and taste wise but that is what high school does to us, it changes us and opens us up to many ideas, it has helped me understand many things like love, friendships, i have done my best not to fall into the highschool drama thing and i have stayed out of it, i ahve grown attached to many people and ahve spawned many new friendships, and one new love interest, that i think actually deserves the word love.
i have formed a band for me to do vocals in, we are called akashia if anyone wants to check us out, i do the yes screaming vocals, i enjoy and very much appreciate the music we ahve made, and are continuing to make, we ahve many shows coming up and many more later in the year, i enjoy writting msuci and just doing what i am doing, i have poeple now wanting to do bands with me, i ahve two offers for side projects and are probably going to take them, i ahve found a new love for my life and it is playing and listening to music, i just love it all.
i ahve my father who left me when i was born trying to get into contact with me i ahve given him a second chance but he ahs just proven how stupid he is and how much better off i was being raised by all females being taught to properly think for myself, and to care aout peoples feeling, i may not care about what anyone says behind my abck or thinks of how i look and act, but i do care if they're life is going good and i will take time ut of my life to sit down listen and try to help, that is just who i am, simple as that, this is me this is my life.
i could go into detail but that is much too much for anyone to sit down and read or even care at this point, but i will update as much as i can now, i wish you all the best and leave you with this qoute, without mystery there is no fear, and without fear there is no love, because fear is the heart of love
