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Can you help me now?
If my heart stops beating,
My soul just seems to bleed.
Does that mean I am immortal?
That is what it seems.
My body is still,
My heart is just gone.
My soul has disappeared.
This has been done wrong.
I was not meant to be this way;
So broken and so low.
I was meant to live and love,
Not reap what others sow.
I know what I have done.
I know that I am weak.
But it is not my fault.
It is because of those who lie to me.
They have made me to be this.
They use their lies of love.
I wanted to believe them.
Now I sing a dieing song.
I am forever broken.
You don't know why.
You think you know my pain.
I laugh with a sigh.
How can you know me?
You just can’t relate.
I’ve told you my story.
You still wish to debate.
I do not lie to you.
My story was not fake.
Please do not do this.
I beg only for love’s sake.
I wish not to harm;
Only to feel again.
I hope you can help me.
My tears, to you, I send.
I only want to know it.
To know what love feels like.
I thought I knew it once before.
Then it ended with a dimming light.
I am not afraid.
I know what I can do.
You are my savior.
You only know the truth.
Bring me from my darkness;
Back into the light.
For you, I shall love forever;
For the rest of my life...