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My life in black and white
I know i am not the most normal of people and many may not take the time to understand me...but this is going to let you take a walk into my dark and distorted mind...
My life in black and white (have you ever?-poem)
Have you ever felt eternal pain?
The kind that rips at your heart?
And tears at your soul?
The kind that hurts more than any blade can reach?
Or pains you even in your dreams?

Have you ever felt tourment?
The kind that haunts you?
And makes you shed tears in silence?
The same tourment that makes you feel as if you are dead?

Have you ever thought what it must be like to be like everyone else?
Those same thoughts that drive you insain?
That hurts you more and more each day?
The pain that forces you to hide who you are?

That is the pain that i feel every day.
I want it to all just go away.
I want no more pain.
No more tourment.
No more fear.
I want to be me.
But my words all fall on deaf ears...


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  • User Comments: [1]
    You are truly amazing.

    Will you be okay...? I have had depression.

    comment Cerulean Kana · Community Member · Sun Sep 21, 2008 @ 02:19am
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