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Isn't this world strange, one minute everyone cares for you and wishes you well, the next its the opposite and you're told to go to hell. In earlier years it was eassier, social standing wasn't quite so ******** up as it is now. Everywhere I turn people are tslking behind my back and it makes me realize how important those few real friends that I have are. Without them I wouldn't have survived this long. I would have taken the easy way out of life, hell, I still would if one of my friends had not made me swear not to committ suicide. Life is so painful and I sometimes think death would be so much easier and the temptation to let a razor "slip" is so very strong. This week has been one of those; rumors, parents, and counslers have seemingly done all they could think of to push me to suicide. If I did not have my friends and had managed to survive this long, this week would have been the end. Of this I am sure. I geuss the only reason I wrote this is to say thanks Darkness, Akuma, Mizu, Sora, Twilight, Caitlin, and Beelzebub. With out you guys I would have taken my own life this week. You keep me alive.
 Rache des Blut · Sun Feb 18, 2007 @ 10:18pm · 2 Comments |
