I retreat into my brain,
The world where it constantly rains,
All contact with me is in vain,
You make me sick & insane,
In this inner world I find peace,
It melds without a single crease,
Slowly I start to decease,
With your disease.
In my inner shell,
I find the worst kind of hell,
No way out my soul tells,
I kneel to the altar of my ego,
I plead with it to let me go,
Hearing no reply from this diety so,
I try to find myself once again.
In my mind are the various demons of years past,
The cast of shadow upon my figure,
And my future,
I find some small suture for fresh wounds cut,
No healing will come but,
They will stop the hurting,
I begin the surfing to find my emotions,
I find them with my feelings,
In dealing with them both,
I destroy myself.
The world where it constantly rains,
All contact with me is in vain,
You make me sick & insane,
In this inner world I find peace,
It melds without a single crease,
Slowly I start to decease,
With your disease.
In my inner shell,
I find the worst kind of hell,
No way out my soul tells,
I kneel to the altar of my ego,
I plead with it to let me go,
Hearing no reply from this diety so,
I try to find myself once again.
In my mind are the various demons of years past,
The cast of shadow upon my figure,
And my future,
I find some small suture for fresh wounds cut,
No healing will come but,
They will stop the hurting,
I begin the surfing to find my emotions,
I find them with my feelings,
In dealing with them both,
I destroy myself.
