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is this a dream or a memory?
what I have
I know that I am rude, I know that I am a b***h, and yes, I do know that not a lot of people respect me, but yet none of that matters to me. I am just tired of people somehow choosing to believe that I won't be able to make anything out of myself. I know I was a mess after the move, I know I was a mess after the both major traumas that happened shortly after, and I do know that I am still a mess, but that doesn't give anyone the right to say that I can't be what or who I want to just because my life isn't perfect. Maybe I won't be anything great, but I'd like to think that maybe I might have someone, just one person, saying that I can do anything I want with my life. Sure people judge me by my scars, they look at me like they wish I would just fall off the Earth or curl up and die, but that doesn't mean that I won't be able to go off and survive on my own. I don't know why, but I know I can do more than what everyone has planned for me, and I'm just tired of people saying I can't.


vardamacariel
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  • User Comments: [1]
    Well said, see doesn't it feel better to talk about stuff like that. You are a great person and I love you for who you are and you are plenty capable of anything ya just gotta believe. I remember all those long chats we had when I helped you and you have come a long way since then whether you think that or not. I know you well so I know you will disagree with what ever I say just about. But everything I have told you and everything I say is true I would never lie to you or anyone else for that matter. Keep writing or talking which ever helps you cope. Your great and I love you.

    comment Angel22000 · Community Member · Sat Mar 05, 2005 @ 06:15pm
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