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(NOTE: I want comments this time, you can flame or praise or whatever, JUST COMMENT!!!!!!
Thank you for your time)
An Actress
On the outside I am smiling,
but inside I am black,
I hear the happy words spoken,
but never say them back,
the dark grey clouds inside my mind,
they kill me when I sleep,
but outside I'm a normal teen,
for no one sees me weep,
all I am is an actress,
within this hellish play,
enslaved by inner demons,
the ones that grip me day by day,
I am in need of another,
one who knows my strife,
the one who'll be my saviour,
and who'll replace the knife,
an actress is all I'll ever be,
for my body is now cold,
until the day love finds me,
the one who'll be so bold.
Some things everyone should know about me
Only a few of you know my real name, but I prefer to be called either Ravyn or Hayte until the time at which I have the funds so that I can legally change my name.
I hate Metallica for reasons that I don't even know.
I write and draw.
I have more family, blood or otherwise, than I would care to admit.
I no longer live through or for others.
I have many labels, enough that my full title would be: "That goth punk emo mod satanic metalhead trance rocker bitchy stoner loser freakishly odd slutty tortured artist with the sado-masochistic intentions." (damn that's a mouthful>< wink
I am a card carrying member of the Church of Satan.
Puzzles are exciting, no matter what anyone else says.
I luff anime and video games.
I am proud to be a nerd/geek/loser^^ to me those are good things.
I believe that tattoos are hot on anyone.
all movies are good in there own way.
Spiked jewellery is tacky on everyone no matter what anyone else says.
I love movies and movie geeks.
I don't think that guys who cry a lot are sensitive, they are just girlish. (and not in a good way)
I believe that on some level EVERYONE loves anime.
I refuse to tell anyone my absolute favourite anything because it helps me maintain the illusion that I am mysterious.
I am weird, and I am damn proud.
I collect signitures on reciepts, buttons (NOT PINS, BUTTONS!!!!), anything Lord of the Rings related, and Powerpuff girls merchandise.
My IQ has been scored anywhere from a 150-188 (complete bull in my mind)
I can speak elvish in 3 forms, Sindarian, Quenya and Grevlish.
Middle Earth IS real no matter what my hair-stealing geography teacher says.
I can't remember my real hair colour.
I will start a band someday, and you will come and see mah band live!!!
I AM PROUD OF WHO I AM!!!!!!
 vardamacariel · Wed Jul 20, 2005 @ 06:02am · 2 Comments |
