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well I started to feel better yesterday. I let Mari know how I felt about things and stuff like that. We're just friends now and I can understand why, she has to focus on school and she doesn't want any distractions. Will we end up back together? I honestly have no idea, it's going to be years before she's done school, and now that we're not dating I doubt she's going to make trips to Canada to see me. Life goes on though. I've decided I want to still go back to school and try to make something of my life, I just have to figure out what I'm going to go into this time. I'll be happy just being her friend, because at least I still have her in my life in some shape or form, even if I never see her in person again. That idea makes me sad, but the possibility always exists that I will see her again, no one knows what the future holds for them. Well I think I might go lay back down again for a bit before I get ready for work, just felt like getting up and updating my blog. Have a good one everybody, take care of yourselves. I don't plan on finding a new girlfriend, I plan on trying to fix my life up and do stuff for myself first, so odds are I'll still be here waiting.
-Jamie